I recall when the bright light descends
  Something takes possession over me
  I remember when the nightmares began
  On that cold night of December 26th
  
  I don't know what it is but I lost all control
  Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
  They close in my history I don't want to be like
  This no more you can't see what I mean but you
  Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen
  
  I cross my heart in hope to see
  What I saw was not a part of me
  Dig inside yourself and you shall feel
  But dig to deep and you become like me
  
  I hate to see one more get lost like I
  To those big eyes
  December
  Evil words are spoken makes me fear
  The world that now reigns over me
  I was strong but now weak and I fall with my tears
  Can't you please make the demons leave me be
  I don't know what it is but I lost all control
  Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
  They close in my history I don't want to be like
  This no more you can't see what I mean but you
  Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen
  
  Please don't let your eyes meet mine
  I have seen it all before
  Cause the eyes mirror the soul
  
  I hate to see one more get lost like I
  Those big black eyes
  December 26
  Those big black eyes
  
  I hate to see one more get lost like I
  Those big black eyes
  December 26
  Those big black eyes