There's a shadow just behind me,
  shrouding every breath I take,
  making every promise empty,
  pointing every finger at me
  waiting like a stalking butler
  who upon the finger rests.
  murder now the path called "must we"
  just before the son has come.
  Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
  something but the past and done?
  why can't we not be sober?
  I just want to start this over.
  why can't we drink forever?
  I just want to start things over.
  I am just a worthless liar.
  I am just an imbecile.
  I will only complicate you.
  trust in me and fall as well.
  I will find the center in you.
  I will chew it up and leave,
  I will work to elevate you
  just enough to bring you down
  trust me.
  Mother Mary won't you whisper
  something but what's past and done
  trust me.
  I want what I want