I feel as if I have been dreaming
  I am confused as to how I got here
  One minute
  I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death
  Then there was you
  You opened me to a different light
  The path you lead me down was priceless
  With one quick glance it was stripped from me
  I was so ashamed I never let you be you
  I have been puking with regret
  I found myself again
  And although we were apart
  I managed to move on
  Something was still missing
  I made me sick
  Far to familiar
  I needed you once again, maybe now I can change
  Maybe now I can secure my lumps