A slave to my thoughts daily
  I finally lost my craving
  Need this to end real soon
  You come then you go away
  No way I can make it through this
  Can you feel my heart fade away?
  Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
  Feeling I can't figure me out
  I'd try but I'm not allowed
  Where do I go from here now?
  My friends can't explain this to me
  When I see you I don't see me
  I feel I'll never gain
  Your affection is a must to me
  But reflections of past life won't let me be
  Right now all hope is lost
  Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
  Feeling I can't figure me out
  I'd try but I'm not allowed
  Where do I go from here now?
  Save some for me
  There's still blood for nine