Hiding and deriding
  fighting off my fears
  feigning, cheating, lieing
  right here in my head
  leaving and repaying
  fighting off my fears
  faking and betraying
  right here in my head
  
  feel between the devil and the deep blue sea
  
  trying and despising
  fighting off my fears
  bribing and denying
  right here in my head
  
  losing and refusing
  fighting off my fears
  spioling and ignoring
  right here in my head
  
  feel between the devil and the deep blue sea
  
  could it be me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things
  me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things
  could it be me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things
  me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things
  me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things
  me or even the usual thing
  me or even the nature of things