Deep inside I tried to find a purpose for me no surprise
  I've pushed myself away
  Sometimes I refuse to think and sometimes I just need a break
  Leave myself a lone today
  Sit and drink the air
  And stop to let out all the hurt
  Collapse inside your arms
  I never want to let this go
  I'm not in tune with anything
  If I go on like this I'll scream 'til I go mute
  And people who cant speak don't have to answer for themselves
  I'll scream this one for you
  I know what failure is
  I understood it all along
  Salvation was a gift,
  but someone wrapped it wrong....so wrong
  Life has a funny was of leading you on,
  letting you down
  Deep inside I try to find a purpose for me no surprise
  Please leave me alone