I try to breathe
  Memories overtaking me
  I try to face them but
  The thought is too much to conceive
    I only know that I can change
  Everything else just stays the same
  So now I step out of the darkness
  that my life became 'cause
    I just needed someone to talk to
  You were just to busy with yourself
  You were never there for me
  To express how I felt
  I just stuffed it down
  Now I'm older and I feel like
  I could let some of this anger fade
  But it seems the surface I am scratching
  Is the bed that I have made
    So where were you?
  When all this I was going through
  You never took the time
  To ask me just what you could do
    I only know that I can change
  Everything else just stays the same
  So now I step out of the darkness
  that my life became 'cause
    I just needed someone to talk to
  You were just to busy with yourself
  You were never there for me
  To express how I felt
  I just stuffed it down
  Now I'm older and I feel like
  I could let some of this anger fade
  But it seems the surface I am scratching
  Is the bed that I have made
    I never meant to fade...
  Away
    I NEVER MEANT TO FADE
    I just needed someone to talk to
  You were just to busy with yourself
  You were never there for me
  To express how I felt
  I just stuffed it down
  Now I'm older and I feel like
  I could let some of this anger fade
  But it seems the surface I am scratching
  Is the bed that I have made
    I try to breathe...