Lies and deceiving is what i'm believing
  Up to my knees so hared to breathe
  It helps that you aren't there
  Can't figure out what's the right thing for me
  Guess I'll have to wait and see
    So understanding but so far from the truth
  It's what I have to live with
  It's not all I wanted to be
  It's not all I wanted to see
  I can't keep on leading
  I've left what I'm leaving
  Guess that's just what I believe
    Consciously taking and overly faking
  I can't believe all the things that you're saying
  Seems all so simple it's all up to you
  Time after time
  You lost what you couldn't find
    It's what you could
  It's only what you could
  Don't take not what you could
  But I know what's up