look in my eyes
  I'm jaded now whatever that means
  by sharing these things
  I rip my heart out
  it's worth my time
  whatever that means...
  hard to see up
  my neck feels stiff until I wake up
  the orange i choked
  and back to my neck
  it's worth my time
  whatever that means....so
    share with me
  cause i need it right now
  let me see your insides
  or write me off
  cause I'd rather starve now
  if you won't open up
    give it to me
  give me all... whatever you want
  it's never been me
  to want this much from you
  I can see
  it tears me up