and i want you to finally look me in the eye. and i want you to say the words- apologize. because there's still a part of me that wants you down there on your knees. i wanna watch you cry as you apologize. and i know that you're worse off in every way. it makes me sick when i rejoice when you're in pain. so you need to make it right so i can get on with my life; so i don't hate you anymore- apologize. you're sorry now. you're so sorry now. so just apologize.