I see myself with nothing to do
  Nothing to show for the last year or two
  I don't have much left that I can prove
    I try not to dwell on past mistakes
  I try not to believe my life's been a waste
  But it comes to haunt me everyday
    Envy fills my mind
  Envy takes up all of my precious time
  It leaves me with nothing else
    I've lost my pride
  Jealousy has become part of my life
  And everyone else can tell
    Suffering regrets of things that I have done
  I don't feel content with second to me
  I feel like I let down everyone