waking up and it seems like forever
  I thought we were in this together
  so lie to me again
  and say the words that I need to hear
  to keep your own conscience clear
    you never give me anything to go on
  so please let go of this string that I'm on
  cause my face is numb from hitting the ground
  this dirt is so hard to breathe
  is that all you think of me
    I swear I'd kick in your chest if I could
  climb through it
  into your heart
  where I know I should be forever
  but you don't seem to care
    so I'll stick this gun up to my face
  and make a bet on my life
  that's how little faith I have in you and me
  another day spinning down the drain
  and you left the taste of your indifference
  once again it says this flesh is a waste
  burn it to the ground
    waking up everyday so alone
  I thought you'd be here
  but I guess I thought wrong