tears dripping on the ground
  I see this barrel staring up at me
  will the trigger set me free
  my legs are shaking as I
  decide if I'll consider one more try
  or if I'll end it all tonight
    I need to know that someone cares
  I need to know that someone's hear
  cause that's never been the case with me
  so I will bow out gracefully
  and save everyone the breath
  that they don't need to waste on me
    anywhere is better than here
  my body limits me from my dreams
  I'm more alive when I'm asleep
  destination unknown right now
  I see my soul dancing in the sky
  free from all this pain and strife
  I cried up high last night I begged
  I begged for you to come down and to
  help me with my life
  but I haven't heard back from you
  that's ok cause I am through
  its too late now I made up my mind
    all I need is someone to take my hand
  and tell me that I'll be ok
  I'm not as alone as it seems
    I want out
    tears falling to the ground
  that's the last one I will loose
  you cut me up so I'll show you
    all I need is someone to take my hand
  and tell me that I'll be ok
  I'm not as alone as it seems
  say my good-byes to my misery
  this is the last of it I will see
  cause I want out I am through
  its hard to live when you know
  no one cares for you