When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
  I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
  When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am
  Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
  I can't pretend this is they way it will stay, I'm just
  (Trying to bend the truth)
  I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so
  (I'm lying my way from you)
      (No, no turning back now)
  I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
  (No, no turning back now)
  Let me take me back my life
  I'd rather be all alone
  (no turning back now)
  Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
  (No, no turning back now)
  The very worst part of you
  Is me
    I remember what they taught to me,
  Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
  Remember listening to all of that and this again
  So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
  And now you think this person really is me and I'm
  (Trying to bend the truth )
  But the more I push the more I'm pulling away cause I'm
  (Lying my way from you)
      (No, no turning back now)
  I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
  (No, no turning back now)
  Let me take me back my life
  I'd rather be all alone
  (no turning back now)
  Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
  (No, no turning back now)
  The very worst part of you
  Is me
    This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have had you running from me
  Like this
  This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have had you running from me
  Like this
  This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have had you running from me
  Like
  This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have had you running from me
  Like this
    
  (no turning back now)
  I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
  (No, no turning back now)
  Let me take me back my life
  I'd rather be all alone
  (no turning back now)
  Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
  (No, no turning back now)
  The very worst part of you
  Is me
    [ Thanks Jonathan for correction ]