i ain't no queen of hearts, i go through stages
  i fall in love then complicate it
  yeah, you know the feeling
  w/out much hope just blind ambition
  pretending that theres nothing missing
  i always kept believing that...
  more, i thought if i had more i wouldn't get so bored
  but everything just left me empty
  love walkin in and out of my door
  wasn't good enough no more
  well i dont trust myself life really sucks and...
    [chorus]
  first time i did it but i didnt do it
  last time, thats when i really blew it
  this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
  if i put everything i have into it
  eventually im gonna get whats good for me
    im just tryin to be creative
  but everyones so oppinionated
  wanna tell me what im feeling
  cuz one man's junks another's treasure
  when its done its hard to measure or keep on believing that...
  more, if only i had more, i wouldnt get so bored
  but i know its gonna leave me empty
  life, walkin in and out of my door wasnt good enough no more
  well i dont trust myself im gonna get stuck and...
    [chorus]
  first time i thought it but i didnt do it
  last time, thats when i really blew it
  this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
  if i put everything i have into it
  eventually im gonna get whats good for me
    cuz i dont want to live my life wondering if only i woulda, i shoulda, i coulda... but i didnt cuz i only blame myself
  again...
    first time i thought it but i didnt do it
  last time, thats when i really blew it
  so this time, this time, this time...
  if i put everything i have into it
  eventually im gonna get whats good for me
    [chorus]
  first time i thought it but i didnt do it
  last time, thats when i really blew it
  this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
  if i put everything i have into it
  eventually im gonna get whats good for me
    [chorus fade til end]