There are times that I should try,
  To be so much more alive
  But if time was right then I would be with you again
  Or do you worry that I try to avoid the point
  And then deny
  The time I spent deciding it was you again
    It's when I live in a hiding place
  It's the only way I feel safe
  When I'm safe in a hiding place
  (That's not hidden now)
  I'm safe in a hiding place
  It's the only way I feel safe
  When I'm safe in a hiding place
    And you're full of facts
  But not things that could add up to words
  Think about meaning more as an after word
  As in afterward
    I return but don't remain,
  I'm impatient for a reason
  To complain about winter,
  Making me see through again
  Or is it your damaged reply,
  That makes me realize that
  The more I try
  The less that plans will help me comprehend again
    So I live in a hiding place
  It's the only way I feel safe
  When I'm safe in a hiding place
  (That's not hidden now)
  I'm safe in a hiding place
  It's the only way I feel safe
  When I live in a hiding place
    And you're full of facts
  But not things that could add up to words
  You think about meaning more as an after word
  And you're full of facts
  But not things that could add up to words
  You think about meaning more as an after word
  As in afterward