I know I come to you only when in need
  I'm not the best believer
  not the most deserving
  but all I have all I am all I can
  For him
  I'd beg you on bended knees for him:
  Precious baby, is your life hanging by a thread?
  A thread I'm standing on, praying on today
  All I have all I am all I can
  For him
  I'd beg you on bended knees for him
  I've got this curse in my hands
  All I touch fades to black
  Turns to dust turns to sand
  I've got this curse on my tongue
  All I taste is the rust
  This decay in my blood
  I don't like the doctor with the deep long face
  Only wants to give us the very worst case
  I'd rather shout out and shake him and do anything
  For him
  I'd beg you on bended knees for him
  When the moment strikes
  it takes you by surprise and
  leaves you naked in the face of death and life
  there is no righteousness in your darkest moment
  We're all equal in the face of what we're most afraid of
  And I'm so sorry
  for those who didn't make it
  and for the mommies who are left with their heart breaking
  Search for meaning in sores
  The sentences they might form
  It's the grammar of skin
  Peel it back, let me in
  Look for hope in the dark
  The shadow cast by your heart
  It's the grammar of faith
  No more rules, no restraint
  How angry I would be
  If you'd taken him away
  I wish I was wiser but instead
  I'll be grateful I'll say thanks
  For the joy for the love for the smile on his face
  I'd beg you on bended knees for him