How could I be so happy
  And still feel so messed up inside
  I've broken all the records
  For the unhappiest man alive
  And spending time with you is like
  Having a needle in my eye
  So how could I be so happy
  And still feel so messed up inside
    Maybe I was wrong for thinking
  There was something there for me
  And maybe it's not about the truth
  Cause the truth couldn't set me free
  And maybe there's a million people
  Who could feel the way that I do
  But it doesn't meatter to me now
  I still got a thing for you
    How could I keep on laughing
  Just to know we didn't try
  To put out all the bridges
  But instead we stoke them and feed the fire
  And over my shoulder's the smoke
  And the gloom that hangs in the air
  So how could I keep on laughing
  When I know the bridge isn't there
    Maybe I was wrong for thinking
  There was something there for me
  And maybe it's not about the truth
  Cause the truth couldn't set me free
  And maybe there's a million people
  Who could feel the way that I do
  But it doesn't meatter to me now
  I still got a thing for you