the heat comes in distant shifts to fill up my room
  it spills out of these ancient vents to meet the new cold
  and i lay in my twisted sheets and stare out at the snow
  still thinking of the next few months, my cold and lifeless eyes
  I've never felt so separate
  and then there's you but that's so obvious
  it's hopeless and i know this, that's why i can't dream
  no desire or circumstance would keep this from me
  one by one, to department stores
  we walk through the aisles
  in a forest of designer clothes, you touch me and smile
  and for a moment i could want nothing
  your bright eyes burn through my exploding heart
  and we stand as the shoppers pass us
  and for once i can feel a touch complete
  and i need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes
  but you start turning as resistance pulls you from my cold and boring life
  let's make this easy and let time pass, as devotion dies,
  the list goes on and on
  i have waited and i will be waiting for the pain to cure the fear