you've disappeared
  but the thoughts remain
  so thick that i can grab them
  why can't i forget all those times
  why do i remain writing these lines
  why should i complain about defeat
  your face remains it's all i see
  etched in stone... your face remains..
  but soon i will break...away
  why can't you see through different eyes
  why can't you love me with a different heart
  i face your fears one more time tonight...
  i've grown to see that it is your loss and not mine...
  i'll break away from all the pain in me.
  this inner loss will break away you'll see.
  i've slowly learned to deal with this fear
  of living on without you
  why can't i forget all those times
  why do i remain writing these lines
  why should i complain about defeat
  get off me i'm done