when i grow up i wanna self destruct
  be a fuckin bum
  turn my liver into mush
  blow my head off in the street
  and drink till death
      i'm a failure but i'm livin' free
  fuck tha army, join the anti
  i'm a failure to society
  that's exactly what i want to be
      my friends are my only family
  i'm the branch that fell from the family tree
  alive to die, feel the rush
  moderations for the lost
  bloom in lush
  when i grow up i'm goin down
  live in poverty in alcohol i'll drown
  think alone, give blood
  die soon in suicide, i got no love