Jackahmmers outside my window woke me up again today
  And all the voices in my head well its so hard to make them go away
  stayin out all night lookin for something ill never find
  im fighting myself, amd im losing control of my mind
  i reached out in anger i reached out in love
  i lived a life of self abuse, i prayed to the heavens above--
    Jackahmmers outside my window woke me up again today
  And all the voices in my head well its so hard to make them go away
  looking for some new stimulation, but all of these things, they just never last
  i know i have to move foward, but i keep holding on to the past
  i just wanna be happy with the way things are
  i just wanna look up at the sky at night, and appreciate the stars
    destruction leaves an empty space
  in emptiness again i begin to create
  feeling good again now, in some new kind of way
  feeling good again now...