I try and feel the sunshine
  You bring the rain
  You try and hold me down
  With your complaints
  You cry and moan and complain
  You whine an tear
  Up to my neck in sorrow
  The touch you bring
  You just don't step inside to
  14 years
  So hard to keep my own head...
  That's what I say
  You know...I've been the beggar...
  I've played the thief
  I was the dog...they all tried to beat
    But it's been
  14 years of silence
  It's been
  14 years of pain
  It's been
  14 years that are gone forever
  And I'll never have again
    Your stupid girlfriends tell you
  That I'm to blame
  Well they're all used-up has-beens
  Out of the game
  This time I'll have the last word
  You hear what I say
  I tried to see it your way
  It won't work today
  You just don't step inside to
  14 years
  So hard to keep my own head...
  That's what I say
  You know...I've been the dealer...
  Hangin' on your street
  I was the dog...they all tried to beat
    But it's been
  14 years of silence
  It's been
  14 years of pain
  It's been
  14 years that are gone forever
  And I'll never have again
    Bullshit and contemplation
  Gossip's their trade
  If they knew half the real truth
  What would they say
  Well I'm past the point of concern
  It's time to play
  These last 4 years of madness
  Sure put me straight
  Don't get back 14 years
  In just one day
  So hard to keep my own head
  Just go away
  You know...just like a hooker she said
  Nothin's for free
  Oh I tried to see it your way
  I tried to see it your way