how bout getting off these antibiotics
  how bout stopping eating when I'm full up
  how bout them transparent dangling carrots
  how bout that ever elusive kudo
    thank you india
  thank you terror
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you frailty
  thank you consequence
  thank you thank you silence
    how bout me not blaming you for everything
  how bout me enjoying the moment for once
  how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
  how bout grieving it all one at a time
    thank you india
  thank you terror
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you frailty
  thank you consequence
  thank you thank you silence
    the moment I let go of it was the moment
  I got more than I could handle
  the moment I jumped off of it
  was the moment I touched down
    how bout no longer being masochistic
  how bout remembering your divinity
  how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
  how bout not equating death with stopping
    thank you india
  thank you providence
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you nothingness
  thank you clarity
  thank you thank you silence