dear dar(lin') your mom (my friend) left a message on my machine she was frantic
  saying you were talking crazy that you wanted to do away with yourself
  I guess she thought i'd be a perfect resort because we've had
  this inexplicable connection since our youth and yes they're in shock
  they are panicked you and your chronic them and their drama
  you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion
  if we were our bodies
  if we were our futures
  if we were our defenses i'd be joining you
  if we were our culture
  if we were our leaders
  if we were our denials i'd be joining you
  I remember vividly a day years ago we were camping you knew more than you thought you should know
  you said "I don't want ever to be brainwashed" and you were mindboggling you were intense
  you were uncomfortable in your own skin you were thirsty but mostly you were beautiful
  if we were our nametags
  if we were our rejections
  if we were our outcomes i'd be joining you
  if we were our indignities
  if we were our successes
  if we were our emotions i'd be joining you
  you and I we're like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come about everything
  we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds and never talk small and be intuitive
  and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
  we need to find like-minded companions
  if we were their condemnations
  if we were their projections
  if we were our paranoias i'd be joining you
  if we were our incomes
  if we were our obsession
  if we were our afflictions i'd be joining you
  we need reflection we need a really good memory feel free to call me a little more often