Emptiness slips into my mind,
   Emotion so fucking hard to find,
   I center myself in this universe,
   With peace amongst all the pains and hurts,
   I think of all the things that would've been,
   And the time I could've spent with him,
   But again comes sadness creeping in.
  
   Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things I've seen with my own eyes,
   Traumatized until I realize that I gotta go on with my life.
  
   I can only guess what I should've done then,
   Wandering alone on the path I've chosen,
   Lumbering along towards inevitable fate,
   I await an answer, I wrestle with hate,
   I question your life and the choices you made,
   I question myself with righteousness and rage,
   Confused and sick from mistakes I've made.
  
   Questions to ponder about letting go, answers I find towards peaceful flow,
   People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that I live in,
   In my eyes, I realize. No more lies stigmatized.