I'm gnawing on the knowledge
   That I have been burnt
   And I'm learning things that I
   Should've already learnt
   Everyone I ever knew
   Was so kind and coy
   I was with a girl
   But it felt like I was with a boy
   I can't even remember
   If we were lovers
   Or if I just wanted to
   But I held her in my arms
   I held her in my arms
   I held her in my arms
   But it wasn't you
   I will not kill
   The one thing that I love
   In this world of wreckage
   I look above
   Help me Lord
   Help me understand
   What it means to be a boy
   What it means to be a man