and if I stare too long at the sky tonight
  will it open up to breath life
  back into my lungs they're collapsing into me
  the time is right is never true
  you can't hold out on time it holds out on you
  even when you know your moment is now
    so turn your backs
  away
  away from what your too afraid to try
  don't hold me back
  when I decide its my turn to fly
  its all for not
  but all could be for everything
  I'll make sure that the door will close behind me
  the distant rise
  is suddenly not looking all that seem to far
  I'm all stretched out
  out from always reaching for the stars
  just one wish
  and I will be there too
  reaching down for someone just like you
    what could have should have happened
  its so unfair for you
  for me it I know its different
  I won't give up this soon
  at least not this time
    sitting staring at the rain
  now the play is dead
  pull out the chains
  and measure out
  just how far that you've come